I might not know where I am going, and I can sort of remember where I have been. It probably doesn’t matter too much. Just have got to keep moving on and keep my head up.
I have done quite a few things in my life, pushed forward a few ideas started some companies. I mainly concentrated on things that were sure money makers. Playing in a band, Record Label, started a local music and art magazine. Sure things, which would bring me satisfaction and comfortable wealth.
Most of the time, I did things while working day jobs, except for one time. That probably wasn’t a great idea, but If “I knew now…” If you could see my face right now, you would see me rolling my eyes.
I am not destitute or completely broke or anything. I am sure, not rich, and I am not poor. I do, however, wonder what it would have been like if I wouldn’t have sunk day job money into things I thought might pan out as a career. Things might be a bit more comfortable, maybe.
As I hit forty-six years of age in a few months, I am wondering if this is what life is. Some people like myself take chances on stuff, and some people don’t and they get to Hawaii or Mexico in the winter. Of course, my main goal should be, take chances and get to go to Hawaii or Mexico for the winter.
I’d like to say I have no regrets, but there probably is a few. I could of worked harder, and not been so afraid of pushing forward. I guess I can say, I keep trying. I can remember some great times in my Twenties and early Thirties, but it seems like since then great times are harder to manufacture.
It might be I am becoming a crotchety old man, but I do often feel real bouts of optimism that feel good. Like things are going to start to rock, and I can do anything.
This website contains my ideas, music, dreams and accomplishments. Maybe it will just serve a purpose to me, but maybe someone else will get a kick out of it, and it will turn into one of those viral deals that makes me a ton of money. Always keep your eye on the prize, because once you look down and walk away – it’s over.